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February 09, 2003
I'm writing yet another post
I'm writing yet another post for the day...sad but true. Heheh. Anyway, this is more for Mike's sake...he said that our talk was "blog-worthy", so I figured I would write something about it. Eno, Mike, and I spent a couple of hours just talking...about clubbing, relationships, flirting...I always think it's kind of weird, you know, when you're getting to know people...and it's sort of at the point where you feel like you can share some stuff, but the stuff you share is...well...it's not really like stuff you want an opinion on. I'm not sure I know exactly how to explain it, but it's kind of like, we're sharing, but in a very objective and detached sort of way. Maybe I'm the kind of person that feels like all that raw emotion needs to be there or something. I dunno. But, in the end, it's just kind of cool to talk...especially with people you don't usually have those kind of conversations with.
One embarrassing thing is that I let them read my blog. It's kind of funnie, b/c here I am writing a blog (which is pretty public), but then when the people I mention in it read it, I get very protective of it. And it's not like I say things that are particularly personal or anything like that, but it's kind of weird nevertheless. I think part of it is that I don't really expect anyone to read it, and if they do, they probably just stumbled upon it and have no clue who I am. On the other hand, I guess I get a little paranoid that what I write might be taken the wrong way or something. I think I'm the kind of person that, wants it to be a secret but in a public place. Like, there's this thing of mine that is out on the web, but no one knows it's mine... Hmm...dunno if that makes any sense....*shrug*
Posted by szujin at February 9, 2003 11:10 PM