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February 25, 2003
This weekend has been really
This weekend has been really really bad. I'm not really sure I can even put down all the words. Actually, I don't think I will. All I know is that I'm very sad at the moment. I'm not sure I'll be able to forgive my parents for what they did for a while. The more I think about it, it seems that they had already made my decision long before they had even bothered to call me. Of course they said it was my decision, but every time I told them my decision, they would just yell at me saying that "People need to make choices." Well, I DID. And then they went ahead and did whatever they wanted to. I think that things could have been different, but they took that opportunity away from me. I feel kind of like a mess, and I just want to sit and do nothing. But I know myself, and I know that I can't. It's kind of weird, because all I feel is this heavy feeling like something is completely wrong. I want my friends to be there for me, but I feel like I can't burden them with this kind of stuff. Don't want to bother them and be a whiny person. I wish Mike were here...
Posted by szujin at February 25, 2003 09:22 AM