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February 26, 2003
Today has been a slightly
Today has been a slightly better (albeit the failed security test this morning...it was sort of like a raping...) day. Other than the horrid test, we went out to eat at Star of India for lunch (to celebrate the failing I suppose), and then I proofread more essays from my cousin (like the 30 millionth one), and worked on research. I talked to a bunch of people on AIM, it was pretty good although a little counterproductive. My mom called, but I told Chris to tell her that I wasn't in. I think that I'm still pretty bitter at them for the whole situation. I think a little bit of it is has lessened on the actual action that they took, and has been moved over to the aftermath, if that makes any sense. I kind of feel like my parents don't care about my feelings at the moment. My dad knew how upset I was, and still he hasn't called. And it's kind of weird because it's only been two days since I last talked to them, but it feels sort of like eternity. I keep hoping that they call, but I don't actually want to talk to them. Is that kind of stupid? I guess I'm a little disappointed that they haven't felt a need to call me to make sure that I am ok. I don't think I've ever been so pissed of at my parents before...
On the other hand, I want to thank all of my friends who have been totally supportive of me for the past few days. Of course I want to thank Mike because he is the best boyfriend in the world. I want to thank Scott for making me dinner a couple of times when I just felt like ass. Eno for talking to me, and making me take a walk with him when I felt like a big puddle of nothing. And Avi for being there right at that moment. It's sort of weird, but I kind of feel like this is when friendship really shines. You can really tell who your closer friends are by the reactions that they have when they see that you are a total mess. I guess I'm kind of glad that I don't have to feel like I'm completely alone in the world. Hehehe...I think I'm done with being sappy for the moment. But anyway, just wanted to make a note and say thanks (even if none of you guys ever read this...)
Posted by szujin at February 26, 2003 07:50 PM