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February 21, 2003
Today is probably going to
Today is probably going to be another one of those long and crappy days where I feel sleep deprived and stupid. I think I've been having a lot of those recently. I dunno why, but I just feel guilty if I ever sleep more than five or six hours a night. Isn't that kind of whack and stupid at the same time? And it's not always that I am extraordinarily productive (I'm usually not...), but I think I've gotten into this retarded mentality that I feel like the day is usually so short, that sleeping away 1/3 of it seems pretty wrong. So instead of being more productive with more sleep on a shorter day, I get less sleep and just take longer to do crap in a longer day. A friend of mine said that we are all masochists, I think I agree with her.
Yesterday Eno told me that he read my blog, and that he thought it was boring. I think I'm hurt. No one ever said that you needed to read it!! Actually, I think I was kind of surprised to hear that anyone read it. Arthur said that he reads my blogs, but then again, Arthur reads everyone's blog, so he doesn't really count. =) But yeah, it's kind of weird b/c I can't really decide if I ever want feedback on it. Sometimes I feel like I'm being kind of personal, and other times I think I'm just relating my boring days for posterity. Where does the line cross with the stuff you can post and the stuff that you can't post?
Man...I'm having one of those days...
Posted by szujin at February 21, 2003 12:14 PM