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March 12, 2003
Heading for full-blown panic mode
Heading for full-blown panic mode in about.....five seconds.... ARGH. I get back to Pittsburgh to realize that I shitloads of stuff to do *sigh*. My advisor actually guilt-tripped me out of going to the gym on Monday!! "You went to the Bahamas...don't you have a lot of stuff to do? If you have time to go to the gym, I'm clearly not giving you enough work..." Blah blah blah. Talked to Jim about our sensor network project and realized that we are totally crazy for deciding to the project that we are going to do. The worst part about that is that WE CAN'T START. Argh. Totally freaking out about a paper I have to present that I have no clue about...ohmigod there is so much math that it makes my head hurt. And the worst part is that I have to do well on it. The prof for my security class organizes this meeting...and I totally have to sound like what I am talking about b/c hell...I failed the hell out of his last test (the average for the test was a 32...standard deviation of 14 pts...is that not totally crazy??) And the paper I have to write...hmm...I hate writing. That's just going to be a bitch *roll of eyes* And I am totally bitchin' and moaning...hahaha...can't help myself. Plus, I can't motivate myself to actually really get anything done. Look at me, instead of working on stuff, I'm surfing the web, reading other people's blogs (Arthur...update your xanga site!! heheh)...and updating my own. I need to get crackin'. Geez. I suck.
Posted by szujin at March 12, 2003 12:48 AM