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March 14, 2003
Today is an ugly day.
Today is an ugly day. I hate days like this...where I just feel ugly. Kinda weird b/c I'm definitely not PMSing or anything like that, but hell...I feel like I look gross. Sometimes I think it's the hair. Dunno exactly what it is...but I was looking in the mirror earlier, and I was like "Man...I need some makeup like crazy" and then I went back to my cube and felt pitiful for a little bit. Man...I am such a girl at times. Bleh.
I'm listening to Tchaikovsky's Symphony No. 5. It's SO good. I don't think it's actually a very popular symphony, but I played it in high school, so you know, I have a certain attachment to it. I still remember I used to have a crush on the bassoon player, and there is a huge bassoon solo in one of the movements(the third, I think), and so whenever I hear it, I get all sentimental. Too bad I never talked to the guy...and he turned out to be gay!! Man, high school is so long ago...kinda weird to think about it. Actually, one of my best friends from high school emailed me the other day, and he was reminiscing about the past too. We must really be getting old to be thinking about high school like "way back then..." But it's really true...we've come so far from five years ago. I don't think I would have ever believed that I would be where I am at now five years ago. Kind of crazy where life takes us, huh?
Posted by szujin at March 14, 2003 12:22 PM