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April 08, 2003
Today is one of those
Today is one of those sucky bad days. Where you feel like crap, and nothing is going right...and you just wanna cry. I'm having one of those "lack of motivation" weeks...well.....the past few weeks actually. You know, where the usual questions of "Why the hell am I here?", "What the hell am I doing?" and "What the hell is going on?" just keep running through my head. I'm not sure if I'm in the right profession, or if I'm just lacking in the brains, but I feel like I shouldn't be here, and I feel well...bad, basically. And to top it off, I CAN'T SLEEP. I hate days like these. It's at moments like this I wish I could go back to those easy days of high school...or even back to college. I feel like I've lost that drive to make me succeed. I haven't reached the top, but hell, I can't find the motivation to make me want to strive more. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
Posted by szujin at April 8, 2003 02:50 AM