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October 09, 2003

I'm such an attention needy

I'm such an attention needy person, I make myself sick. I'm trying so hard not to be upset, and to "shrug it off" but I have to say that I can't help but feel a little left out. I'm trying to get past it, being ok with being left out once in a while, as I always maintain that, "as long as it gets done, it's ok" when it comes to other people, but when it comes to me, I guess I would still like to be included, and that annoys me. I feel like I am only setting up a double standard, and that really pisses me off. Ugh. I should so be ok with people making plans w/o me, but I guess it sort of sucks when you felt like you were supposed to be included in the plans, as I was discussing it with them before. In particular it was one of my friends that I had been talking about reorganizing something for a while, but then when it came right down to it, he apparently decided not to include me in any of the real plans. I know I should be ok, but I'm upset, and more upset by the fact that i am upset. There was a friend of mine that was being whiny for a while about similar situations (ie social plans), and at the time I basically wrote it off as him being whiny, and now I feel like I am doing the same damn thing, and I think that's what is really pissing me off. Stupid.

Posted by szujin at October 9, 2003 04:03 PM

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