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September 19, 2005
These are my dreams
Recently (say, the past four weeks or so...), I've been dreaming of a particular person at least two or three times a week. It's really strange because I have never consistently dreamed of the same person, or same subject for more than two dreams in a row. In my dreams, this person embodies what I subconsciously think about every day. I have been wondering about my path in life (ie, where I want to be and what I want to be doing), and this person appears in my dreams to yell at me for vacillating too long, to taunt me that I am not where I want to be, and to show me that there is something lacking. I'm not really sure why my brain has decided that this person is the one that is going to screw with me. Part of me thinks that there is some subconscious part of me that has associated with this person what I define to be my "goal." In real life, this person made me realize (unknowingly, I'm sure) how lackadaisical I have become. Perhaps because of this, my brain has attached to this person the part of the "instigator/reminder" of who I should and want to be. Maybe when I actually get to where I want to be I can finally friggin start dreaming some more exciting dreams than, "WHY THE **** have you not decided?!" That would be great.
Posted by szujin at September 19, 2005 09:37 AM
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i always figured you dreamed about me *wink wink*
Posted by: Grace at September 20, 2005 03:42 PM
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