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May 31, 2006
On Sunday, I bought eyeliner. Eyeliner is easy to use and it makes your eyes prettier (or so I am told). Today, I wore it to work (well, really, I wore it yesterday too but it got rubbed off). AWESOME (e.g., embarrassing) conversation:
Tech Lead: Are you wearing eyeliner?
Me: Ummm...yes? *freaking out that I have eyeliner running down my face or something*
Tech Lead: It's weirding me out.
...................*sigh*
So I can take this two ways:
1. Yay? Makeup makes a difference?
2. OMG. My makeup must look like ass for him to have noticed.
Posted by szujin at 10:50 AM | Comments (1)
May 30, 2006
Emo me
It's weird how your friends can say that you are smart/intelligent/worthwhile and then ONE person say the exact opposite, and it's like nothing said before matters. And this one comment makes you feel like all of your insecurities are indeed true.
This weekend: my insecurities all thrown back in my face.
Posted by szujin at 12:31 AM | Comments (0)
May 26, 2006
Bah.
Feel a little bit used, discarded, and forgotten.
Weird how emotions can be oh-so retarded. Feels like the end of a chapter that never even began.
***
BUT there are things to cheer me up and get me out of my retardedness:
1. Bert is here to visit!
2. Eric is here to visit!! (not to visit me, and I'm *so* lucky that this time he decided to call me :P, but the three of us will definitely meet up)
3. Memorial Day weekend is here! Monday off! BBQ on Sunday! Yay!
4. My sofa should be here next week, with an upgraded fabric! (Finally!!)
5. Booked my flight to Mexico and found a kick-ass hotel!
Now. How do I make myself stop gorging on donuts/chocolate/cookies/cake and such bad but yummy things so that I have an rock hard awesome body when I go to Mexico? Total ban (harhar) on shopping so I can find an awesome bikini and wedding-attending dress!
Posted by szujin at 02:53 PM | Comments (0)
May 23, 2006
Why do I freaking fall in love with songs that I have *ZERO* hope of singing (e.g., cannot come CLOSE to her voice)?
My new (renewed) lust song:
F.I.R. - 我們的愛
回憶裡想起模糊的小時候
雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說 要跟我手牽手
一起走到時間的盡頭
從此以後我都不敢抬頭看
彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起 我忘記了呼吸
眼淚啊永遠不再 不再哭泣
我們的愛 過了就不再回來
直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白 已變成你的負擔
只是永遠 我都放不開 最後的溫暖
啊 你給的溫暖
不要再問你是否愛我
現在我想要自由天空
遠離開這被綑綁的世界
不再寂寞
I desperately tried to sing along. My voice...cracked. :\
Posted by szujin at 12:07 AM | Comments (0)
May 22, 2006
OMG
I picked up my cat.
She put a whole in my BRAND NEW SHIRT. I bought this shirt TWO DAYS AGO. I *HEART* this shirt!!!!!
ANGRY.
ANGRY.
ANGRY.
Grrrrrr...
Posted by szujin at 11:35 PM | Comments (0)
May 20, 2006
I am *such* a hypocrite. Went to my first sample sale ever. Waited freaking TWO hours to get in the store (are we going clubbing?!) TOTALLY worth it. I think I am done shopping for basics for the summer. My haul:
2 belts
2 pairs of jeans
8 (EIGHT!) shirts
Don't ask me about the total...I need to stop spending the money. I am still in shock.
But friggin A. Love all the stuff I got.
Posted by szujin at 11:57 PM | Comments (1)
May 15, 2006
Snowboarding log update
In spirit of Cleone's snowboarding log, I figured I'd do the same thing. It's my first season. Might as well record it.
02/04 - Northstar (Chris and friends...I don't even remember half of their names...)
02/18 - Squaw Valley (Chris, Cleone, Yu-chin, Jaymmie)
02/19 - Sugar Bowl (Chris, Cleone, Yu-chin, Jaymmie)
03/04 - Sierra (Chris, Kristin, David)
03/11 - Homewood (Scott, Doug)
03/12 - Alpine Meadows (Scott, Doug)
03/19 - Squaw Valley (Doug, Kathy)
03/25 - Sierra (Arthur, Ryan, Doug)
03/26 - Sugar Bowl (Arthur, Ryan, Doug)
04/01 - Sierra (Doug)
04/08 - Northstar (Cynthia, Ken, Marius)
04/09 - Alpine Meadows (Cynthia, Ken, Marius)
04/30 - Kirkwood (Chris, Cleone)
I think that's end of season for me. Next season: Whistler.
Choices for entertainment for this summer:
1. rock climbing - only bouldered once. Need to find out what's so great about it.
2. kayaking - rafting is kickass, and well, I'd actually have to make decisions if I kayak.
3. hiking, - you can go to some many beautiful places that way.
4. mountain biking - who doesn't want a new toy? :P
Which one will I entertain myself this time?
Posted by szujin at 08:56 AM | Comments (0)
May 11, 2006
Sometimes people in the corporate world confuse me.
Where Confuse = PISS ME THE FUCK OFF.
Goddamnit with sensitive people and their stupid egos.
Someone said that the corporate world was all about the "blame game." I definitely believe that right now.
Posted by szujin at 09:33 AM | Comments (5)
May 08, 2006
La la la
Someday, someone smarter than me will inform me that wearing thin socks while working out is a STUPID idea. She will also inform me that removing the calluses that were formed from the blisters I received because I was wearing thin socks is an extraordinarily stupid idea.
But until then, I will somehow manage to *forget* everytime I work out and destroy my feet once more. This is not so much fun.
But on the other hand, at least the non-blistery parts of my feet will be beautiful. Hah.
Posted by szujin at 04:31 PM | Comments (1)
May 05, 2006
Ok. So last weekend I went snowboarding. It was BEAUTIFUL. I made sure I sunscreened myself like a bazillion times (really 3). There was one part I forgot. My scalp. I had my hair in pigtails...the center part? Completely burned.
It's peeling now.
I look like I have dandruff.
It's really kind of attractive. NOT.
Posted by szujin at 06:36 PM | Comments (1)
May 03, 2006
Holy crapola. I have become a super crazy light weight.
When did TWO beers get me drunk off my butt?
I guess it's a good thing...but seriuosly, two beers? WTF?
Posted by szujin at 12:30 AM | Comments (1)